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Monday, October 23rd, 2006q=p hey u’ll wanna know sumting..luv does hurt…specially the 1 that u put all your heart to…n it hurt u more when u didn’t get anything from it, even its just a little. Sometimes u really hope that u didn’t experience it, don’t have to get through it. But that’s the thing that give u a colourful life… really glad that I’v met this person and really hate to lose this feeling. Feeling of being hurt by somebody that u really like. Actually u can stop thinking about this people but u don’t want it to be like that. When u’re alone and got nothing to think about, u will think about her. Like me, always thinking about her..even when I got no problem. Just wanna create my own problem coz I like it…like thinking of her…thought of her make me weak and strong in the same time. Everytime when i’m thinking of her, I’ll be happy coz I can see her smile, laugh, tears… and how I really want to see it over and over again…really want to have all that for my own. Don’t want her to share it with other guys…and that the time u’ll be very very very sad coz u know that could be possible…COULD… maybe out of 100%, only 35% of chances to be true…but believe me I’ll be the luckiest guy in this world if that 35% become true. But that’s luv. U cant expect everything can go smoothly for you. Coz its involve feelings. U cant force people to like you. U cant even ask them… All you can do is hoping that u can touch their heart, that they will give us the chance…chance to give and get…chances to feel our luv, care…and its all depend on them. If they don’t wanna try, there’s nuting that we can do. I don’t think that forcing is the right way but sometimes I can see that it works… maybe I should try to force her… I don’t know. I jez don’t know… Really miss her q=p